Let there be love-
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Y



A B C D E F G




I'm not for the game.




1:05 AM
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Monday, November 26, 2007
Y



someone please stop the flow



12:24 AM
'overdosed



Y




He made me feel unwanted



How i hope i can be my daddy's girl.



12:13 AM
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
Y


I've been thinking of all possible excuses for the past 20 days.


You were too tired thus you forgot?

or

perhaps you were too busy?

or

you were alrdy asleep by 6pm?

or

was it just your way of doing things & i shld long ago expect this?

or

you simply forgotten without any reason?


But now i began to wonder if you ever did remember in the first place.




1:59 AM
'overdosed



Y


Why is it that you don’t see it and I do?

I’ve all along been trying hard to understand or rather I choose not to

think about it whenever it happens.

However my ignorance to it doesn’t mean I’m agreeable with you.


Similarly for you, do you know what angst me ultimately?

Not that you were late & made me waited like a moron, not about you

going MIA, how about it was not even the ten thousand missed calls or

messages from me which you didn’t even reply once

(okay maybe once then MIA again).

In fact whether you believe or not, I’m actually quite used to ALL these.

I’m serious.


It was the way you spoke, the tone you used which

instantaneously pulled the trigger.

But I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t have remembered a single thing.

And before you turn defensive again, let me tell you I’m aware that my

tone wasn’t any better than yours; in fact I just ranted on & on the very

minute the line got through.

I must have sounded ten times worst maybe, but at that time I felt it was

fair enough for me to do so.

Think about the frequency that it had happened,

put yourself in my shoes and hopefully you will see the picture too.


It’s not that I disallow a chance to hear you out, but rather I couldn’t

help but to say a little this and that (even though you’ve explained).

You may not know this, but the truth is I wasn’t even angry at that time.

I was just very irritated by the fact that it always seems impossible to

reach you (even after the time we arranged to meet).

And I’m not the only one who feel this way.


Lastly, the purpose of this entry was never to spark off

another round of antagonism.

In contrary, I would like apologise if in any way

I made you feel how you loathe to feel.

Like how you feel, I wasn’t feeling good either.


Hopefully we will put on a genuine smile the next time we see each other,

because that’s what true friends ought to do ;)


We both learned from this.


Awaits your call



1:43 AM
'overdosed



Sunday, November 04, 2007
Y


How could you possibly associate something which is of


the best with the worst?


Like say for example your birthday ?


bitter-sweet feelings still.


It was almost close to perfect..


Define h-o-m-e for me.

-

Here are some of the random conversations between:



1. Hong tat & i



Me: So who didnt feed you ytd?

Ht: Haha, my lao po. Lol I shy ma. I shy shy boy lei.

Dont be sad, we're both 19 alrdy.

Me: Lol, but what does 'sad' gonna do with we're both 19 ?

Ht: Iya, because big girls dont cry, small girls cry. You're

big girl alrdy lol.


2. Nai Kiang & I


Me: Eh, what time is the test tml?

Nk: Its 1030 birthday auntie lol.


Me: What auntie ! What's wrong with buying tasty bread?

Incorrigible can !


Nk: Haha, if u say shld go n buy tasty bread cos its nice

there aint anything wrong. But u said
after 9pm got 50%

discount lets go buy. THAT shows the auntieness in u lol.

TSK how can u know about the discount n not know

the time of ur paper?



Yes i have such friends but come to think about it i do feel

a lil auntie-ish now. Damn.



11:51 PM
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Y


Adeline Says


a BIG BIG


Thank You to All





Many Loves from Me to All.



11:31 PM
'overdosed



Friday, November 02, 2007
Y



23 OCT 07

DBA 3B05

CLASS OUTING/MATT'S BDAY




so nica, u dnt hv to worry afterall

cos i think matt is doing fairly well in our class.

;)



haha, i'm not in the picture btw.





11:25 PM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007
Y



Started off the day eating BK breakfast. Lovely.

Well, we spent two whole days at CBD Districts

collecting corporate surveys.


Faced many rejections & our legs were about to break.

Double Boo.


Had mocca Frappuccino at starbucks then bid my friends


goodbye after the surveys collection.


Headed to red dot museum alone & had another

round of caffeinated drink.



Hot cappuccino this time round at Pacific Coffee Company.




Quite crazy, how about it was not even 2 hrs after my first cup


& i had another one at a different coffee joint?


Not that i'm a coffee-lover, but i ordered anyway.


saw Di-ya & she was sitting just right beside me, studying too.


another girl was with her, very familiar but somehow i couldnt recognise.


Funny encounter, shall skip the details haha.


Went to meet yx for dinner.


And God we were like cows okay, we ate korean cruisine


& 2 bowls of desserts each.


Conclusion?


I had BK breakfast, 2 cups of coffee, bbq beef set meal,


almond paste & green bean soup with seaweed.


Oh man, i really am a cow.

-

P.s. thanks chingy for the help,


Many thanks to ray kwa & sorry for being so un-glam.


Sorry to rok as well, u noe i appreciate it all.



5:56 PM
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air ticket to venice :)
chandelier
lomo
X-Japan


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