Monday, June 30, 2008

count the days with smiley face,

those are the days we re able to meet ;(

yet just for a couple of hours maybe ?

it's kinda pathetic i know & the worst thing is,

we cant even be together on our 1st mth ARGH !

THREE CONSECUTIVE WEEKENDS CAN?

1:26 AM

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Bella Luna by Jason Mraz <3

12:52 AM

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Friday, June 20, 2008

Unintended - Muse

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

4:02 PM

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Friday, June 13, 2008

I sat outside WR on the wednesday night, but its empty inside.

The shredding machine is my best friend today,

I call him monster.

He takes in everything I fed him without asking me why.

And how I wish I could discard everything away just like those papers.

I really dont mind spending my whole of today beside this kind monster.

Okay, I know I sounded dumb

but I no longer care.

11:20 AM

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And i said it all tonight,

because i rather you hear it from me, not anyone else s but me.

we missed it once, we missed it twice.

and so, everything came crashing down tonight, all at once.

a human heart is an unforgiving mind and

time, is our merciless enemy.

dont be like me silly, dont ever be there for me like how i used to be.

because i knew better of how it feels like.

1:18 AM

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Monday, June 09, 2008

Sign this if you're my friend !!!!! ; (

http://www.petitiononline.com/mod_perl/signed.cgi?xjapanSG&1

9:50 AM

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I m still here, except that i m no longer waiting at the place i used to be.

9:25 AM

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

To you, the one whom I once loved so deeply

For three years, I’d been waiting.

Waiting for you to realise yourself,

And waiting for the time when I can finally be your priority.

I’ve learnt to stop expecting anything from you, really.

I want nothing and I gave everything I could ever to someone like you.

When many were against you and some even left,

I stood by you.

I find excuses for every of your wrongdoing because deep down,

I’ve been trying to forgive you as well.

I could see your shortcomings no more;

I just wanna be there for you whenever you needed me.

This is why I was thrown into turmoil of emotions and left myself there to bleed; alone.

And I did it willingly.

Every time when I decided to wave a final goodbye, you came back knocking at my door.

And with no second thought, I always allow you to come in.

Benji asked me a question one day,

‘How long have you waited for a person?’

I answered five hours, and then it struck me hard.

Perhaps the five hours were enough to determine how insignificant I am to you.

The worst thing is, I wasn’t even angry.

I was just, disappointed?

And I don’t feel just once, but again and again that

now i've lost count of it.

To be frank now,

I was torn apart that time but continued the pretentious acts

because I don’t want you to see it,

me in a devastated state.

I was shattered but I mended it myself.

Boy, do you even remember when that was?

Perhaps, everything between us ended at that very point of time; a year ago.

Like what I’ve always said, we can never change what’s been and gone.

I should have ended this long ago,

now allow me to say the final goodbye.

And i promise that i'll be happy from now on.

5:58 PM

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

One Fine Day

hi, my name is croggie.

11:38 PM

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Monday, June 02, 2008

SMU

here i come ; )

1:42 AM

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